Faith of a Testimony Do you have real life changing “Faith” yet?   
   Even so faith, if it hath not works, is dead, being alone. 
  18 Yea, a man may say, Thou hast faith, and I have works: shew me thy faith without thy works,
and I will shew thee my faith
by my works. 
  19 Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well:          
         the devils also believe, and
tremble. (Just like you will, when the attack begins.)
  20 But wilt thou know, O vain man, that faith without works is dead?”
James 2: 17—20
                         faith without works is dead
   (Will you be dead??)
The last week in October 2008
at our meeting we were “Chastened” by some people from beyond the Veil of sorrow and tears. We were told to “correct” our lives now, before “Missiles and Bombs” begin to fall.
Since then I have received some emails, a few I will show you below. 

Leland this is to be forwarded to others at your discretion.
Tonight 10/27/08 we were chastened severely by the word of the Lord.  Mine were the only sins not really mentioned.  I will mention them myself So that weak things may be made strong.
I will liken my sins to driving to fast for conditions.  A couple weeks ago we were involved in an accident that was totally MY FAULT...Reason one....Never tell the Holy Ghost where to stick it when HE tells you to put the truck in
4 wheel drive...3 times!!!  Reason two....Always use common sense and SLOW DOWN on wet, icy, snowy slippery roads.  (OUR 1st. Snowstorm was October 11, 2008 the time of my wreck.)

On my way to the great and spacious building, (1 Nephi 8:26,31) traveling the highway to hell with the rest of society, with my music cranked up and all that, I found a book on the side of the road along about exit 75, (ON Interstate 15 near Parowan) it had some good stuff in it.  I began calling my friends and reading them some of the information,
it was all good information, but such as they (Mormons) weren't tuned in to hear it.
This caused some static in their radios and some fights broke out in some of their cars causing them to crash and burn, and causing UNTOLD others to do like wise, all this unbeknownst to me, I was still toodling along with this really good book, reading it over my LOUDSPEAKER system, that I also found along side the road.  When suddenly an officer pulled me over and asked to see my credentials,  Well In my proud and arrogant state, I thus told him I needed no such thing and was fully authorized by a higher power to be flailing off at the mouth regardless of the ICY conditions present.  He then issued me a RECKLESS driving citation, and demanded that I appear before the court in 1 week with evidence that I either repent of such RECKLESS behavior or be punished by having all the exits and U turn spots on the Freeway to hell blocked so that I could never turn around. 
This has been MY biggest downfall in life, My mouth is ALWAYS writing checks that my BODY will never be able to CASH. 
I have spouted off a great number of times, thinking that GOD upholds such reckless and poor behavior when he does no such thing.  I also have many other sins and iniquities listed below that I know that I need to correct. 
I shall write them so that it will help me to correct them.  I further thank GOD that he has exposed my wickedness and cares enough about me as a DUNG pile that he would look upon such with pity and want me to raise myself up out of such pile to stop stinking so much as I am polluting his righteous ways. 
I shall stop eating camels and swatting nats (Matthew 23:24) and begin living by every word that proceedeth out of HIS mouth.  (Matthew 4:4) My sins are as follows

I talk down to my wife A LOT and yell and scream at her like she has no brain.  when in fact if I had any CLUE as to what was going on I would be uplifting her and helping her more, so that I would not find her with another in the resurrection. I do not exercise the faith I ought to in the commandments of the LORD,
namely tithing, offerings, and other simple commandments. 
I love my money more than God.

I have not and am not positioning myself to help others, my heart is set so much upon the things of this world (DC 121:35) that I can't see what is going on.  God has given me great talents and abilities and I have used them to get gain and further my own selfish desires rather than helping those who are really in need.         
I have a problem separating my wants from my needs, I want everything and need nothing.  This forms a HUGE gulf between me and the fruit of the tree, I thought I seen the Rod once, then I fell in the ditch and the fountain of filthy water ran over and washed me down into the land of the mists of darkness where I am now,
(1 Nephi 8:23 and 12:17) this was shortly after I crashed on the freeway to the great and spacious building.......
(1 Nephi 11:35—36)
If I thought I had a lottery ticket to win a clue, I wouldn't know how to scratch the numbers off the thing.  Because I can't see. 
(I would submit to you that the fountain of filthy water is the sewage from the great and spacious building, and there is a lot of vomit in it from all the puked up revelation and rotten milk they are drinking)
I have hither to not exercised the faith in a man like Moses being called to lead this people as prophesied by the early brethren, namely Leland Freeborn. 
            (Read the early Church prophecies about Leland “Facts Won’t Matter.”)
Although I want to believe he is right, and all things point to such, I have fallen short of actually planting the seed of faith, because if I had actually planted it I would not be writing this e-mail, but would have taken the Holy Spirit as my guide (DC 45:56-57) and DONE the things which the Lord my God has commanded and therefore saved myself. 
This must and WILL be corrected, by simply following the mind and will of the Lord in ALL Things...(Matthew 4:4) STARTING AT THE BOTTOM OF THE LADDER. (As Joseph Smith said in T.P.J.S. page 348)
I have been walking in darkness at noonday (DC 95:5-6) and therefore have earned my ticket to hell, and hell awaits me and I will be glad to go there,
for how can I go anywhere else sacrificing NOTHING to get somewhere else.
I submit that I am worse off now than before I joined the Kingdom and for this reason....He who has received the greater light will receive the greater CONDEMNATION.  (DC 82:2-4)
The cell that will hold my soul in hell is very near completion and the only thing that will bring it down, is by pouring the water in my bucket on it and it will melt the bricks like the wicked witch of the west. 
I hereby Promise before GOD, ANGELS and you as my witness that the walls of that cell will melt, I will then use the knowledge gained and drag my self to my feet that God gave me, flip the devil the bird and walk out of his poker game and hopefully go meet my Father Abraham, and MY GOD ADAM and his SON Jesus Christ and reign with them, may these words stand as a testimony to my everlasting damnation should I forsake that which is right and true.....May God look down upon my pitiful soul and see me fit to take the test...may he love me enough to send me every persecution, hardship, and may storms beat at my door and come in and blow my house around, that I may be as JOB, and be able to say this, "though skin worms devour me, yet in my flesh shall I see GOD. (Job 19:26)
This is in now way meant to be proud, arrogant or anything of the like, but is my promise to stop being a really good child of hell and start to take others by the hand and lead them to salvation so help me God.........The clock is ticking and the game is over at Mid-night, it is now 11:59........When upon my death, should it be in a cold snowy ditch, or a desert, or a mountainside, or an ocean or where ever this dung pile rests, the last words out of my mouth shall be...VICTORY!!!! 

  From a woman who was at the meeting.    Leland-  It looks like we are all being humbled to the dust.  I have prayed and  asked GOD to forgive me and to guide me and purify my heart so I can be used as a tool to further his work.  
I'm terrified beyond words at the dark abyss that I am facing. 
I can see that I  have used my husband as a crutch- I  thought that  he was 'my ticket in' to heaven.  How wrong I am.  I have had years to grow and progress and instead I wasted my time of probation until it is  very nearly everlastingly too late. 
I pray for God to help me be led by the Spirit so I don't have to make more mistakes by using my own intelligence. 
I am struggling so much.  I understand that in the struggle is the learning and progression and I pray without ceasing that God will guide my struggles and help me to be better in the end.  I pray that I will have the strength and faith to endure and really do God's will. 
Thank you for your advice and wisdom in helping me to see.  Pray for me, I am still not strong.    Love,  XXXXXXXX

Dear Family and Friends,      
I have a sincere apology to make. I have before tried to show you many mysteries of the Kingdom that not even I understand.
It was foolish and only to gratify my own pride
. Its core was self aggrandizement,
to show how smart I was and about how I was right and you should join me.
Not how you should believe the scriptures and repent. I have so much repenting and changing to do myself that I never realized, there is so much that I didn't see a place to start and therefore I didn't think I had to. The truth is we all have a whole bunch of changing to do. (Mosiah 3:19)
We must seek our salvation with fear and trembling all the day long, and only then can we be counted with the righteous. (1 Corinthians 2:14)
     I think I can only now barley see the Rod through the mist. (1 Nephi 12:17)
And I feel like a fool to have thought I was already most of the way up it, when I was holding on to nothing but waves and winds of all kinds of false Doctrine.
Yes I have been in that muddy water called hell and I am still covered with it.
I don't know where to start with you now that have made a fool of myself.  I am a wicked man.  I beg all of you with all my heart to
look at your life and see, are you in that great building? Are you wearing fine apparel? Do you consider yourself as dross and unworthy before the Lord?  (See 1 Nephi 8: 26—27  that is East of State Street in Salt Lake City, Utah. See a photo here.)  
         Don't think to make yourself a god, as I did, but think to be a servant.
     If you consider yourselves worthy then you are not.  Me included.  If you think you are among the righteous then you are wicked. Humble yourself and believe the scriptures all they have said. I can tell you I didn't truly believe the scriptures until very recently, I thought I did but I ignored their teachings. You must look at them as a little child believing.
     For those of you who do not know, and for those of you who do, I have recently visited a man down here by the name of Leland Freeborn.

Leland is a very interesting fellow, he has had visions of the last days and has seen many things pertaining to the Lords dealings in these last times. You can read his visions at 
I know that Leland is a man of God from the things I have seen with my own eyes and heard with my own ears while down here.
I would invite you to come down and see him for yourself
, he is as Noah crying in this generation. Come repent and be Baptized and receive the Holy Ghost!
He has been given the authority to do so with power. I so testify with all my heart, you will never know if you do not read and pray and come and see for yourself.
     My wife and I have united ourselves with the Kingdom of God in these last times and invite you to do like wise         Find the Truth      
We have only seen the beginning of the blessings all mighty God is pouring out in this generation.
We are amazed that not all Israel has heard the call of their Prophet as of yet, for so abundant are the miracles and proofs before us.   
     First you must exercise a particle of faith in order to plant a seed.  Alma 32,  Exercise your faith in looking at him with an open mind.
Ask yourselves, Does he have the fruits of a Prophet? And if so are his fruits good? And If they are good, can he prove his words? I tell you he can as much a Joseph Smith ever could.
And if what you see is good, ask God your Eternal Father if his writings and revelations are not true.  Moroni 10, 
                          And you shall see that they are as surely as we live!
     If then we know it is true through faith on God's words then we must repent and admit before our Heavenly Father that we were wrong and to make a mighty change in us. Humble yourselves, forgive your neighbor, ask for forgiveness, and plead for charity that your heart might be single to his Glory.   "29 And now, my son, I desire that ye should let these things
trouble you no more, and only let your sins trouble you, with that trouble which shall bring you down unto repentance."  (Alma 42  Then if we have done all this we must go and be Baptized for the remission of our sins, confessing our sins before the Lord. That we might obtain the Holy Ghost.  "10 Now I say unto you, if this be the desire of your hearts, what have you against being baptized in the name of the Lord, as a witness before him that ye have entered into a covenant with him, that ye will serve him and keep his commandments, that he may pour out his Spirit more abundantly upon you?"  (Mosiah 18
     This I ask all of you to try with all my heart. And I am sorry for all my sins that I have afflicted you with.
And I am sorry for telling you things you were not ready to hear. Even things I did not understand. I am nothing!  I am a wicked retch who is prideful and trying desperately to change.
Now this is the time for us to prepare to meet God. Do you believe that? This is the time and not a moment later, or it will be to late.  

"32 For behold, this life is the time for men to prepare to meet God; yea, behold the day of this life is the day for men to perform their labors.
  33 And now, as I said unto you before, as ye have had so many
witnesses, therefore, I beseech of you that ye do not procrastinate the day of your repentance until the end; for after this day of life, which is given us to prepare for eternity, behold, if we do not improve our time while in this life, then cometh the night of darkness wherein there can be no labor performed.
  34 Ye cannot say, when ye are brought to that awful
crisis, that I will repent, that I will return to my God. Nay, ye cannot say this; for that same spirit which doth possess your bodies at the time that ye go out of this life, that same spirit will have power to possess your body in that eternal world."   (Alma 34)  
Your Brother, Son and Friend OOOOOOO
P.S. When Jesus told us to have a prayer in our hearts continually in 3 Nephi 18,
he was not joking!  I have come so short of the glory of God, that I am nothing but dung on your shoes.  Please don't be as dumb as me, start now!  Don't wait until you are compelled to be humble! 
(When you see soon that millions are dying.)  ============================================================================

Brother Leland,   I have had a terrible, terrible night.  I was humbled to greater depths last night
than I have ever been before, I felt wracked with the hell fire for my iniquities,
could not sleep and I now know
what it is to feel absolutely helpless before God, knowing that only He can pull me out of the fire.
I felt the pain of a damned soul.
The torment of procrastinating the day of my repentance.
I have been here these
years "waiting" fooling myself that the changes I have made thus far were acceptable, and they are not even close
.    Desire alone is not a catalyst for change,
we must constantly humble ourselves before God and call upon him continually for our Salvation. 
I am
not going to beg God for more time, but rather I have begged him for mercy and to show me what I need to do to avoid the pit
in which I'm have been standing on the edge and then I am going to do it. This email is THE BEGINNING OF ACTION WITH ME! 
In light of my former email, I withdraw it completely apart from the last paragraph, which is my petition to God!

Hear it now all ye ends of the earth! No longer shall I sit idly by in the
shadows of deception, awaiting my destruction!        God is mighty to save, and He is my Strength.  THE NATURAL MAN is an Enemy to GOD and has been from the fall of Adam and will be FOREVER and EVER UNLESS HE YIELDS TO THE ENTICINGS OF THE HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD! And putteth off the natural man and becometh a Saint through the atonement of CHRIST THE LORD and becometh as a child, submissive, meek, humble, patient, full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to his father. 
I have not been willing to submit to all things which the Lord saw fit and I have been a rebellious and stubborn child.  NO MORE! 
I repent of my rebellion and stubbornness and procrastination, my selfishness, and my arrogance! May God forgive me.  I will not allow the devil to kick me into a corner, to discourage me, and get me to complain! So help me God! Get Thee Hence Satan, Get thee behind Me,
For I know what the testimony of Jesus is, and I will not hide my light under a bushel!   God will not suffer me to waste my talents and escape the punishments of hell! 
" . . . the Standard of Truth has been erected; no unhallowed hand can stop the work from progressing; persecutions may rage, mobs may combine, armies may assemble, calumny may defame, but the truth of God will go forth boldly, nobly, and independent, till it has penetrated every continent, visited every clime, swept every country, and sounded in every ear, till the purposes of God shall be accomplished, and the Great Jehovah shall say the work is done." (History of the Church 4: 540)  
Though my sins be as scarlet, yet shall they be as white as snow!
This email is my testament to Change and My constant prayer Shall be: Lord, may I be kept by the Power of God through Faith unto Salvation! 
Leland you are free to share this email
with any whom it may help. I have sent it only to you and TTTTTTTTTTTT.

Christ said to Peter: “But I have prayed for thee, that thy faith fail not: and when thou art converted, strengthen thy brethren.”          Luke 22: 32    
So are you converted to the “Truth” in the scriptures,
or some man, or
group of people? Can you believe Mormon 8: 38?
     Can you “Now” decide to obey God in ALL things commanded?