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Faith
of a Testimony Do you have real life changing
“Faith” yet?
“Even so faith, if it hath not works, is
dead, being
alone.
18 Yea, a man
may say, Thou hast faith, and I have works: shew me thy faith
without thy works,
and I will shew thee my faith by my works.
19 Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well:
the devils also believe, and tremble. (Just like you
will, when the
attack begins.)
20 But wilt thou know,
O vain
man, that faith without works is dead?”
James 2: 17—20 faith without works is
dead
(Will you be dead??)
The last
week in October 2008 at
our meeting we were “Chastened” by some people from beyond the Veil
of sorrow and tears. We were told to “correct” our lives now, before
“Missiles and Bombs” begin to fall.
Since then I have received
some emails, a few I will show you below.
Leland this is to be forwarded to others at your
discretion.
Tonight 10/27/08 we were chastened
severely by the word of the Lord. Mine were the only sins not
really mentioned. I will mention them myself So that weak
things may be made strong.
I will liken my sins to driving to
fast for conditions. A couple weeks ago we were involved in an
accident that was totally MY FAULT...Reason one....Never tell the
Holy Ghost where to stick it when HE tells you to put the truck in
4 wheel drive...3 times!!! Reason two....Always use common
sense and SLOW DOWN on wet, icy, snowy slippery roads. (OUR
1st. Snowstorm was October 11, 2008 the time of my
wreck.)
On my way to the great and spacious building, (1
Nephi 8:26,31) traveling the highway to hell with the rest of
society, with my music cranked up and all that, I found a book
on the side of the road along about exit 75, (ON Interstate 15 near
Parowan) it had some good stuff in it. I began calling my
friends and reading them some of the information,
it was all
good information, but such as they (Mormons) weren't tuned in to
hear it.
This caused some static in their radios and
some fights broke out in some of their cars causing them to crash
and burn, and causing UNTOLD others to do like wise, all this
unbeknownst to me, I was still toodling along with this really good
book, reading it over my LOUDSPEAKER system, that I also found along
side the road. When suddenly an officer pulled me over and
asked to see my credentials, Well In my proud and arrogant
state, I thus told him I needed no such thing and was fully
authorized by a higher power to be flailing off at the mouth
regardless of the ICY conditions present. He then issued me a
RECKLESS driving citation, and demanded that I appear before the
court in 1 week with evidence that I either repent of such RECKLESS
behavior or be punished by having all the exits and U turn spots on
the Freeway to hell blocked so that I could never turn around.
This has been MY biggest downfall in life, My mouth is
ALWAYS writing checks that my BODY will never be able to CASH.
I have spouted off a great number of times, thinking
that GOD upholds such reckless and poor behavior when he does no
such thing. I also have many other sins and iniquities
listed below that I know that I need to correct.
I
shall write them so that it will help me to correct them. I
further thank GOD that he has exposed my wickedness and cares enough
about me as a DUNG pile that he would look upon such with pity
and want me to raise myself up out of such pile to stop stinking so
much as I am polluting his righteous ways.
I shall stop
eating camels and swatting nats (Matthew 23:24) and begin living
by every word that proceedeth out of HIS mouth. (Matthew
4:4) My sins are as follows
I talk down to my wife A LOT and
yell and scream at her like she has no brain. when in fact if
I had any CLUE as to what was going on I would be uplifting her and
helping her more, so that I would not find her with another in the
resurrection. I do not exercise the faith I ought to in the
commandments of the LORD,
namely tithing, offerings, and
other simple commandments.
I love my money more than
God.
I have not and am not positioning myself to help others,
my heart is set so much upon the things of this world (DC
121:35) that I can't see what is going on. God has given
me great talents and abilities and I have used them to get gain and
further my own selfish desires rather than helping those who are
really in need.
I have a problem separating my
wants from my needs, I want everything and need nothing.
This forms a HUGE gulf between me and the fruit of the tree, I
thought I seen the Rod once, then I fell in the ditch and the
fountain of filthy water ran over and washed me down into the land
of the mists of darkness where I am now,
(1 Nephi 8:23 and
12:17) this was shortly after I crashed on the freeway to the great
and spacious building.......
(1 Nephi 11:35—36)
If I thought
I had a lottery ticket to win a clue, I wouldn't know how to scratch
the numbers off the thing. Because I can't see.
(I
would submit to you that the fountain of filthy water is the sewage
from the great and spacious building, and there is a lot of vomit in
it from all the puked up revelation and rotten milk they are
drinking)
I have hither
to not exercised the faith in a man like Moses being called to lead
this people as prophesied by the early brethren, namely Leland
Freeborn.
(Read the early Church prophecies about Leland “Facts Won’t
Matter.”)
Although I want to believe he is right,
and all things point to such, I have fallen short of actually
planting the seed of faith, because if I had actually planted it I
would not be writing this e-mail, but would have taken the Holy
Spirit as my guide (DC 45:56-57) and DONE the things which the Lord
my God has commanded and therefore saved myself.
This
must and WILL be corrected, by simply following the mind and will of
the Lord in ALL Things...(Matthew 4:4) STARTING AT THE BOTTOM OF
THE LADDER. (As Joseph Smith said in T.P.J.S. page 348)
I have been
walking in darkness at noonday (DC 95:5-6) and therefore have
earned my ticket to hell, and hell awaits me and I will be glad to
go there, for how can I go anywhere else sacrificing NOTHING
to get somewhere else.
I submit that I am worse off now than
before I joined the Kingdom and for this reason....He who has
received the greater light will receive the greater
CONDEMNATION. (DC 82:2-4)
The cell that will hold my soul
in hell is very near completion and the only thing that will bring
it down, is by pouring the water in my bucket on it and it will
melt the bricks like the wicked witch of the west.
I
hereby Promise before GOD, ANGELS and you as my witness that the
walls of that cell will melt, I will then use the knowledge gained
and drag my self to my feet that God gave me, flip the devil the
bird and walk out of his poker game and hopefully go meet my Father
Abraham, and MY GOD ADAM and his SON Jesus Christ and reign with
them, may these words stand as a testimony to my everlasting
damnation should I forsake that which is right and true.....May
God look down upon my pitiful soul and see me fit to take the
test...may he love me enough to send me every persecution,
hardship, and may storms beat at my door and come in and blow my
house around, that I may be as JOB, and be able to say this, "though
skin worms devour me, yet in my flesh shall I see GOD. (Job 19:26)
This is in now way meant to be proud, arrogant or anything of
the like, but is my promise to stop being a really good child of
hell and start to take others by the hand and lead them to
salvation so help me God.........The clock is ticking and the
game is over at Mid-night, it is now 11:59........When upon my
death, should it be in a cold snowy ditch, or a desert, or a
mountainside, or an ocean or where ever this dung pile rests, the
last words out of my mouth shall be...VICTORY!!!! ======================================================================
From a woman who was at the
meeting.
Leland- It looks like we are all being humbled to the
dust. I have prayed and asked GOD to forgive me and
to guide me and purify my heart so I can be used as a tool to
further his work.
I'm terrified beyond words at the
dark abyss that I am facing.
I can see that
I have used my husband as a crutch- I thought
that he was 'my ticket in' to heaven. How wrong I
am. I have had years to grow and progress and instead I
wasted my time of probation until it is very nearly
everlastingly too late.
I pray for God to help me be led
by the Spirit so I don't have to make more mistakes by using my own
intelligence.
I am struggling so much.
I understand that in the struggle is the learning and
progression and I pray without ceasing that God will guide my
struggles and help me to be better in the end. I pray that I
will have the strength and faith to endure and really do God's
will.
Thank you for your advice and wisdom in helping me
to see. Pray for me, I am still not
strong. Love, XXXXXXXX =======================================================================================
Dear Family and
Friends,
I have a sincere apology to make.
I have before tried to show you many mysteries of the Kingdom that
not even I understand.
It was foolish and only to gratify my own
pride. Its core was self aggrandizement,
to show how smart I
was and about how I was right and you should join me.
Not how
you should believe the scriptures and repent. I have so much
repenting and changing to do myself that I never realized,
there is so much that I didn't see a place to start and therefore I
didn't think I had to. The truth is we all have a whole bunch of
changing to do. (Mosiah 3:19)
We must seek our salvation with
fear and trembling all the day long, and only then can we be counted
with the righteous. (1 Corinthians 2:14)
I think I can only now barley see the
Rod through the mist. (1 Nephi 12:17)
And I feel like a fool
to have thought I was already most of the way up it, when I was
holding on to nothing but waves and winds of all kinds of false
Doctrine.
Yes I have been in that muddy water called hell
and I am still covered with it.
I don't know where to start
with you now that have made a fool of myself. I am a wicked
man. I beg all of you with all my heart to
look at your life
and see, are you in that great
building? Are you wearing fine
apparel? Do you consider yourself as
dross and unworthy before the Lord? (See 1 Nephi 8: 26—27 that is East
of State
Street in Salt Lake City, Utah. See a photo
here.)
Don't
think to make yourself a god, as I did, but think to be a
servant.
If you consider yourselves
worthy then you are not. Me included. If you think you
are among the righteous then you are wicked. Humble yourself and
believe the scriptures all they have said. I can tell you
I didn't truly believe the scriptures until very recently, I
thought I did but I ignored their teachings. You must look at
them as a little child believing.
For those of you who do not know, and for those of you who
do, I have recently visited a man down here by the name of Leland
Freeborn.
Leland is a very
interesting fellow, he has had visions of the last days and has seen
many things pertaining to the Lords dealings in these last times.
You can read his visions at parowanprophet.com I know that Leland is a man of God from
the things I have seen with my own
eyes and heard with my own ears while down here.
I would invite you to come down and see
him for yourself, he is as
Noah crying in this generation. Come repent and be Baptized and
receive the Holy Ghost!
He has been given the authority to do so
with power. I so testify with all my heart, you will never know
if you do not read and pray and come and see for yourself.
My wife and I have united ourselves
with the Kingdom of God in these last times
and invite you to do like wise. Find the
Truth
We have only seen
the beginning of the blessings all mighty God is pouring out in this
generation. We are amazed that not all
Israel has heard the call
of their Prophet as of yet, for so abundant are
the miracles and proofs before us.
First you must exercise a
particle of faith in order to plant a seed. Alma 32, Exercise your faith in
looking at him with an open mind.
Ask yourselves, Does he have the fruits of a Prophet?
And if so are his fruits good? And
If they are good, can he prove his words? I tell you he can as much
a Joseph Smith ever could. And if what you see is good, ask God
your Eternal Father if his writings and revelations are not
true. Moroni 10,
And you shall see that they are as surely
as we live!
If then we know it is true through faith on God's
words then we must repent and admit before our Heavenly
Father that we were wrong and to make a mighty
change in us. Humble yourselves, forgive your neighbor, ask
for forgiveness, and plead for charity that your heart might be
single to his Glory. "29 And
now, my son, I desire that ye should let these things
trouble
you no more, and only let your sins trouble you, with that
trouble which shall bring you down unto repentance." (Alma 42) Then if we have
done all this we must go and be Baptized for the remission of our
sins, confessing our sins before the Lord. That we might obtain the
Holy Ghost.
"10 Now I say unto you, if this be the desire of
your hearts, what have you against being baptized in the name of
the Lord, as a witness before him that ye have entered into a
covenant
with him, that ye will serve him and keep his commandments, that he
may pour out his Spirit more abundantly upon you?" (Mosiah 18)
This I ask all of you to try with all my heart. And I am sorry
for all my sins that I have afflicted you
with. And I am
sorry for telling you things you were not ready
to hear. Even things I did not understand. I am
nothing! I am a wicked retch who is prideful and trying
desperately to change.
Now this is the time for us to prepare to meet God. Do you believe that?
This is the time and not a moment later, or it will be to
late.
"32 For behold, this life is the time
for men to prepare to
meet God; yea, behold the day of this life is the day for men
to perform their labors.
33 And now, as I said
unto you before, as ye have had so many
witnesses, therefore, I beseech
of you that ye do not procrastinate the day of your
repentance until the end; for
after this day of life, which is given us to prepare for
eternity, behold, if we do
not improve our time while in this
life, then cometh the
night of
darkness wherein there can be no
labor performed.
34 Ye cannot say,
when ye are brought to that awful crisis, that I will repent, that
I will return to my God. Nay, ye cannot say this; for that same
spirit which doth possess
your bodies at the time that ye go out of this
life, that same spirit will have power to possess your body
in that eternal world." (Alma
34)
Your Brother, Son and Friend OOOOOOO
P.S. When
Jesus told us to have a prayer in our hearts continually in 3 Nephi
18,
he was not joking! I have come so short of the glory
of God, that I am nothing but dung on your shoes. Please don't be as dumb as me, start now!
Don't wait until you are compelled to be humble! (When you see soon that millions are
dying.) ============================================================================
Brother
Leland, I have had a terrible, terrible night. I was humbled to
greater depths last
night than I have ever been before, I felt wracked with the hell
fire for my iniquities,
could not sleep and I now know what it is to feel absolutely
helpless before God, knowing that only He can pull me out of the
fire.
I felt the pain of a damned soul.
The torment of
procrastinating the day of my repentance.
I have been
here these years "waiting" fooling
myself that the changes I have
made thus far were acceptable, and they are not even
close.
Desire alone is not a catalyst for
change,
we must constantly humble ourselves
before God and call upon him continually for our Salvation.
I am not going to
beg God for more time, but
rather I have begged him for mercy and to show me what I need to do
to avoid the pit in which I'm have been
standing on the edge and then I am going to do it. This email is THE
BEGINNING OF ACTION WITH ME!
In light of my former email,
I withdraw it completely apart from the last paragraph, which is my
petition to God!
Hear it now all ye ends of the earth! No longer shall I
sit idly by in the shadows of deception, awaiting my
destruction!
God
is mighty to save, and He is my Strength. THE
NATURAL MAN is an Enemy to GOD and has been from the fall of Adam
and will be FOREVER and EVER UNLESS HE YIELDS
TO THE ENTICINGS OF THE HOLY SPIRIT OF GOD!
And putteth off the natural man and becometh a Saint through the
atonement of CHRIST THE LORD and becometh as a child,
submissive, meek, humble, patient,
full of love, willing to submit to all things which the Lord
seeth fit to inflict upon him, even as a child doth submit to
his father.
I have not been willing to submit to all
things which the Lord saw fit and I have been a rebellious
and stubborn child. NO MORE! I repent of my rebellion and stubbornness and
procrastination, my selfishness, and my arrogance! May God forgive
me. I will not allow the devil
to kick me into a corner, to discourage me, and get me to complain!
So help me God! Get Thee Hence Satan, Get
thee behind Me, For I know what the
testimony of Jesus is, and I will not hide my light under a
bushel! God will not suffer me to waste my talents and
escape the punishments of hell!
" . . .
the Standard of Truth has been erected; no unhallowed hand can stop
the work from progressing; persecutions may rage, mobs may combine,
armies may assemble, calumny may defame, but the truth of God will
go forth boldly, nobly, and independent, till it has penetrated
every continent, visited every clime, swept every country, and
sounded in every ear, till the purposes of God shall be
accomplished, and the Great Jehovah shall say the work is done."
(History of the Church 4: 540)
Though my sins
be as scarlet, yet shall they be as white as snow!
This email
is my testament to Change and My
constant prayer Shall be: Lord, may
I be kept by the Power of God through Faith unto Salvation!
GOD HAS BEEN CALLING ALL THE DAY LONG, SHALL I
NOT ANSWER? A RESOUNDING YES!- HERE AM I, LORD! Your humbled
servant, !!!!!!!!!!
Leland you are
free to share this email with
any whom it may help. I have sent it only to you and
TTTTTTTTTTTT.
Christ said to Peter: “But I have prayed for
thee, that
thy faith fail not: and when
thou art converted,
strengthen thy brethren.” Luke 22:
32
So are you
converted to the “Truth” in the scriptures, or some man, or
group of people? Can you believe Mormon 8: 38?
Can you “Now” decide to obey God in ALL things
commanded?
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